Life Goes On

Four days after I said goodbye to Emerson, how am I feeling now? Where I am and what I am up to do next? Few questions whose answers are unknown to me as well. 1) How I am feeling now? It's a mixed emotion. I am happy that I am away from a stressful environment. Stressful in such a way that even with Emerson, I am clueless on to which way my career path would lead. Two years and 10 months was like walking blindly along a known road, it has been treaded for such a long time, yet I do not know what is ahead. I am happy that I got the courage to remove the blindfold and tread a new path, to where this path may lead, I do not know as well, but this mysteriousness is bringing a different kind of excitement for me. Maybe I will find another job here in the Philippines, or maybe never again until I get to Germany. I do not know, but it feels so good to walk the unknown with open eyes, instead of walking along a known path with my eyes blindfolded. It feels so good! But at the other side...

Di ko alam paano sisimulan , masyado atang personal ang bagay na ito at di ko alam kung okay nga lang na i -share ko ito dito . Naisip ko lang naman sya kasi napanaginipan ko sya kagabi , isang bagay na di pangkaraniwan , kasi di naman sya isa sa mga taong matatawag ko na residente ng Dreamland ko , kumbaga siguro , isa lang syang dayuhan at napabisita lang sa Dreamland ko . Pero bakit nga ba bigla na lang nya ko binisita dun? Isa lang naisip ko , kasi malapit na sya magbakasyon dito sa Pinas , kasi mahina na ang lola nya . Sabi naman nung friend ko , kaya ko sya napanaginipan eh kasi malapit na ko magpakasal , something na parang tinetest daw ako if eto na talaga , na ready na talaga ko sa next level ng buhay ko . Kung yun man ang dahilan bakit sya nagparamdam sa dream ko , oh well, ang masasabi ko lang , ready na ko magpakasal sa fiancé ko , at ang sa aming dalawa e...