Life Goes On

…and now, am competing against my senior engineer with the predictor game. Funny, the guys at Germany are so happy to know me and my senior engineer are so addicted to soccer… I hope I win against him, hahaha!

Kasi ayun ang senior engineer ko, out na at tumatakbo na puntang Greenbelt para manood ng World Cup, habang ako ay naghihintay pa ng oras para matapos ang shift ko… Inggit ako!

i was surprised to see this on the website that my bf gave me this evening. i love pocahontas... and i still do! and now, avatar shows resemblance to pocahontas?!?! interesting!

This afternoon, I boarded a bus on my way to the office. Recently, I have been enjoying more the long drive rather than the faster way to get to Makati . So there, I seated at the farthest seat of the bus when I heard somebody called me: “Ate Cy!” Two seats away from me, I saw her, Cheche. I am not sure though if she’s still called with that name, for I had been using that name when she was still in grade school, and now, she’s also working. When she got off from the bus at the MRT station, it made me realize a thing: “am I really that old now?” Cheche is such a beautiful, working young lady, when the last time we had talked, she was in grade school and I was a sophomore I think, sixth grade to be exact, and told me they were moving to Manila for good. Not only her, last Holy Week, my cousin introduced someone to me: Rose Anne. She is now a college student! How time flies, she was that little, crybaby in Kindergarten before, and now she’s...

Mula nung Lunes, tamad na tamad ako, Well, may rason naman nung mga nagdaang 3 araw kung bakit: sa di malamang kadahilanan, hinahapo ako sa loob ng 3 araw. Hapo na matutulad ko sa mga pinagdadaanan ko nung 2 taon pa lang ako, di makahinga at masakit ang dibdib. As a brief background, opo, may sakit ako sa puso. Pero sabi sa akin nung 12 taon na ko, okay na ko, wala na dapat ipangamba. Pero, bakit ngayon, after 15 years, nararamdaman ko na naman ang mga sintomas na pinaka-ayoko. Kaya, takot man ako, kelangan ko na namang pumunta sa klinika ng cardiologist sa Sabado. Anyway, tama na ang usapan tungkol sa puso ko, kasi natatakot na naman ako. Ngayon naman, tamad pa din ako, pagkat inaantok ako dahil sa gamot na ininom ko para sa sakit ng ngipin. Opo, pangalawang reklamo ko ang ngipin ko. Oh well, kasalanan ko naman ito. Sabi ng dentist ko, suotin ang retainers NANG WALANG PALYA sa loob ng 3 buwan tapos ay check up ako ulit, pero 1 linggo ko lang sinuot ang retainers at tinambak na sa loob...

... but sadly, even the nearest destination has a corresponding fare! Anyway, just want to share the random things I wrote in my companion notebook for the last two days... *I realized that I need that book called "1001 Pitfalls in German". That book that I kept on ignoring at Powerbooks! Jetzt, habe ich neuen Grund zur (nach?) Powerbooks bald besuchen! *Germany left me so disappointed yesterday! Was passiert DE? *What's happening to the environment? Last night, I saw LANZONES and DALANDAN (seasonal fruits in the Philippines, which normally are for October and December respectively) along the sidewalks of MUNOZ MARKET. * DXL774 , Greenstar Bus, PLEASE CHECK YOUR BUS AND FIX WHAT NEEDS TO BE FIXED! Smoke belcher to the nth power!!! - I'm serious on this one. Who should I call to report smoke belchers?

Two days ago, while I was so bored in a bus, I thought of something educational (for me) to do. The idea came to me when I saw this sign (not the actual photo, I was not fully equipped that night to capture the photo inside the bus, with me was only my calculator-like-cherry mobile phone and my old gen ipod nano) by the bus's door: Then, I thought, "why not learn my German through the streets?" So, I tried to translate that to German. Here are some SUDDEN thoughts when I attempted to translate it inside the bus: >> Keine Verk�ufer erlaubt! And I just realized now the other way to put it into German language, I just don't know if this statement is grammatically correct: >> Hier darf man nicht verkaufen! Having said that, I realized one thing: ICH MUSS AUF DEUTSCH DENKEN! As much as I wanted to pursue the language as soon as possible, there are a lot of hindrances, such as: 1. Goethe's Saturday class for A2 will be on August till November (too long!). 2....

...which leaves me now with nothing to write again.This afternoon, I was filled with thoughts, but sadly, all my blogs are not allowed at work, so I just conditioned myself and said "later, you can write it all." But the result was not how I expected it to be... I cannot remember the reason why I wanted to blog in the first place... ... I just hope that the games tonight at the World Cup would be towards me... Rupert is someone to beat at this time!

these past few days i felt so depressed and almost gave up... i even chose not to report for work for days, i got sick by simply thinking on what's been going on in my life... it was not that easy... funny i even thought of resigning for good... but then i realized, it won't help me... so now, am going back to work... pick up the pieces and go on... thanks to my love for always being there to help me out in my life... without his help, i don't know where i am now... am so glad i met him in my life...

i was thinking of changing this site totally into our site... but then, there would be a lot of changes to be done... so i decided to create a different one... so there! the link to our site is: http://uwecy.multiply.com of course, it's still under construction so expect very little things in there... till next time!

Dear Mr.____, This is not yet formal though, I just want to ask some thing that could help me come up with the decision. We are all aware about my 2-year contract with you, however, in the recent days, I noticed my work load is becoming less and less. I am wondering maybe, you are already considering an early termination of my contract? You don't have to worry, I will be fine with that. No hurtful feelings. All I want to ask as a favor from you relating to this early termination is to write a letter (an email will do) to my immediate manager here, Ms._________, and inform her that you want to reduce the number of your representative here in my country. And also please include that whatever amount is left unpaid due to this early termination of my contract, will be waived (I think this is normal, for I will be terminated, not a voluntary resignation, though in a way is the same because I am asking for this early termination right now) and that my service will only be good until the ...

best lesson i have learned the hard way... i always have that tendency to speak what's on my mind when i am irritated, mad, angry, excited, and any other extreme emotions... the last time was yesterday... that one line that changed everything in my life... one line that brought karma into me... i should have think first before i said anything yesterday, no matter how mad i was... and now, damage had been done... i cannot get back the words said... the hurtful words uttered... the promises made... i just ruined everything... i wish there's still  a way to mend the wounds made by my sharp words... i wish there's still a chance to change the promises made and create a more humane, and happy one... i never really want to be alone... maybe yesterday i was, but not for the rest of my life... i wish i can still correct all the wrong things and words i've said... but i think everything's too late... ... and i just feel so wasted that it makes me so sick...

i was checking on the latest posts by my blogger friends till i got to bianx 's (naks! close?)  latest post. while reading it, i told myself, wow! "sakto!" i myself is in a long distance relationship for 1 year and 5 months now to be exact... i thought everything is going on smoothly between us... till just recently, we were hit by a terrible test of love... as his date of vacation approaches, i too have mixed emotions... excitement... happiness... fear... fear that lead to something he never expected, which i myself didn't expect from myself as well... i had petty fight with my mom this weekend, which ended with my sudden outburst of "i don't want to go to Germany! nor to any country in particular!" mom was shocked, and me as well. she asked if there is problem between me and U, i said no, the only reason is her. being an only child, i think it is normal that we fear of losing our parents... i have that fear, that if i go and settle in Germany, i...

here's a summary of what had transcend the whole week, which i think, each deserve an individual blog, but i feel lazy to write one... 1. my best friend would be coming back home from the Caribbean! Cayman Island to be exact... do i smell lotsa party at Lipa City again?!?! 2. we are still grieving for the lost of a good friend... and i kinda wonder now how life would be for us in the theater... 3. the employees' turn over in our team is alarming! resignation letters come one after the other... latest one: a good friend of mine, a chemist as well.. and she's barely 6 months with us... so sad... 4. it's june, and the rainy season had already begun... goodbye Mr. Sun, hello wonderful rain... though i hate it when it suddenly pours while i'm waiting for my ride to work, i look so "kaawa" even if my day has barely started... 5. kinda wondering as early as now how i am gonna start my life in Germany... time moves fast, it's catching up...