Last weekend, I had my depression once again and this time told my husband we should file a divorce because it is too much for him and I want him happiness. He stared at me and said, "we'd talk about it when you're in normal state again." I insisted that I am in normal state, that I already thought of packing ny things up, and fly back to the Philippines and never come back again. Hat time, I felt like a burden for him because of ny sickness that I wanted him to search for his real happiness. His answer was simply, "but you are my happiness." And I just cried.
In this era, I guess finding a man like my husband is next to impossible. A man who stays firm to his words when he married you. A man who despite the challenges, would never ever give up on you. A man whoremains rational when you start to be irrational. A man who doesn't get mad when you are mad, instead tries to find a way to bring you to laughter despite the anger you are showing. A man who will not spoil you with material things, but will spoil you with tender, loving care and show you that unconditional love is true. A man who remains strong when you are at your weakest. A man who is willing to sacrifice himself, and his earthly desires just to make sure he gets to keep you for the rest of his life.
I am very thankful I found such a guy. Just like an old song says, "I have all what I've been waiting for, and I could not ask for more."
