looking back to the past

sometimes, i wonder, if i have not done what i have done in the past, where would i be now? a lot to look back, and a lot to be thankful of... no regrets after all...

1. if i did not agreed on living with my auntie when i was small, would i be so in love with the provinces?
2. if i went to saint bridget's instead of canossa, who would be my group of friends?
3. if i chose not to go back to canossa after withdrawing my tuition in the thought i needed operation, who would be my closest friend now? would it be camille (the girl living by the next block who i usually go with going to UST)
4. if i chose not to follow mama, and took up what really interests me, where would i be now? would i be like kristel working for a newspaper or somewhere else?
5. then, if i did number 4, maybe, i would have not my heart broken like the last time...
6. but if that is so, then i would have not landed on this job of mine...
7. and if all these things happened in the past, i doubt i would ever meet U in my life...

and am so glad, all those things never happened... 'coz i am much more happy on where i am now... despite all the tears i cried, all the pains and all the miseries...

because after all those storms in life, i have found a very beautiful and lasting rainbow...

It's Rainy Days Again... :(

After few days of a beautiful sunshine, here comes the rain again... How I wish I'm still a student, so I don't have to struggle with flood and heavy rains. All I have to do is tuck myself under my blanket and sleep... But then, I am already part of the real world, and I have nothing else to do with that, unless I go back to school as M.S. student, which I no longer consider...

There's another storm that's within the country, and named after my best friend, Karen. Yep, Karen is the name... And it's really raining cats and dogs since early this morning. I felt lazy to leave the house, especially when I heard that classes are suspended in Metro Manila. But I have to leave because the sad part is, I AM NO LONGER A STUDENT....

I miss high school days... I miss college days... I miss those days that has gone by...

Real world is here, and I have to face it. Tonight, upon going home, wish me safety to reach our house amidst this great storm named Karen...

I suddenly missed Karen...