1st Month Audit

so there, that is why i hate making new year's resolution. i happened to read through my posts, and sad to say, as i report my first audit of what i have done to change my life, i must say that, i am only able to do one thing: to proceed with my german classes.

i still lack full motivation to work...
i always fail to attend to my Sunday obligations...
i still am paranoid at times (especially when there is no answer on the phone when i call)...
i still don't have enough in my savings...
i am still fat (based on my personal understanding of fat)...
i am still the same old me back in 2009...

and it's just so sad... :(

only 1 hour left and it's going to be february... i hope the 2nd audit will be better...

auf wiedersehen!