Saturday, February 28, 2009

Saturday Day Out




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Thursday, February 26, 2009

Yesterday, No Chance!

Yesterday, I was trying to open my i.ph account using my bf's notebook, and well, it made me realize one thing: they suck like friendster!
Here's the thing, I tried to log in using Opera browser, and it was successful, BUT! When I was about to post a new blog, it says that they are incompatible with the so far, the best browser in town, and directed me to Mozilla Firefox. So, okay, I opened the Firefox browser, and POOF! Came the same error message that I receive when I try to log-in using the regular IE. I guess, the message I left months ago on my message board there is enough to route all the readers here in my Blogger account.

I know, this is kinda late to share, but what can I do, I got my notebook packed up in my bag, and my bf's keyboard is so fucked up as well, like the blog account I was trying on last night. When I am trying to click on "New Post", it closes the whole browser! So I told him, "wait till I blog what a great keyboard you got here."

... and so here the blog goes... (Love you, U)... ;)

Oh well, maybe it was just not my day yesterday for any techie thing...

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Panic Thursday

I was planning to freeze my blog to the 14th article, para feel na feel na February nga, but then, I have been itching to write something, so I break my own rules...

Last night, we went out for billiard game. Funny, they were amazed by me, I kept on telling them that it was only the 2nd time I played it, but they said, for a 2nd timer, I am good (and I am flattered with that). I got some pictures of that game, having me as the only girl in the group, and will post that in my Facebook account, maybe tonight. Then, I was a bit tired last night, that I asked U to drive me back to hotel, and when he left, I set the alarm to 6am...

Me: Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

Alarm: BUZZ! (at 6am)

Then, with sleepy eyes, I reset the alarm to 7am, and went zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

At 7:50am, I opened my eyes, and saw the clock registered: 8:50am! WTF?!?!

Me: It did not alarmed?!? Oh God, how can I go to work? U is going to a customer today!!!

PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC to the nth level!!!!

I opened my laptop, and connected to the network, and my adrenalin toned down a bit when I saw the laptop time: 7:50am. Then I started to phone Jenah, no answer... call again, still no answer... Called Ralf, a colleague and driver, no answer as well... Called restaurant to ask if the two is having breakfast, no answer... Called the reception, no answer... Called Jenah again, no answer... OH MY GOD!!! Panic came back to me, so I phoned U...

(clock time: 8:00am)

U: 'Morgen!

Me: Jaaa, morgen... Ich habe schlafen langer, Ralf und Jenah left without me...

U: Jaaa?

Me: What time you go to the customer? Can you please bring me to the office?

U: hahaha! Taxi driver...

Me: Jaaaaa...?!? Please?

U: You know Ralf's mobile? Call him and ask him to go back to you,

Me: Ich kenne nicht.

U: Call Frau Huth, and ask Ralf's mobile, ok?

Me: Ok, I will. Thanks. See you later.

U: (laughing) Ok, see you later.

Then I remember the laptop, with the outlook, of course. Browsed the address book, and poof! Ralf's mobile! Called him and wahahaha, he's in the breakfast table! I then asked him to wait for me, I just woke up, and Ralf laughed, and said no problem, they will wait!

Whew! A relief, at least...

Then, I rushed to the bath and while brushing my teeth, a call from Ralf came, laughing, because he said U called him also, hahaha! I said, yes, I have called everyone!!! I'm in a panic, you know! Then U called me also...

U: Need a wake up call?

Me: Hahaha! Jaaa... I talked to Ralf, he called me and they will wait for me...

U: Ja, I called Frau Huth, and asked for Ralf's mobile, and I called him. (laughing)

Me: Ja, thanks. Ok, I go now, they are waiting. Be safe ok? See you later.

U: Ok, see you later. Tschuss!

(clock time: 8:15am)

I finished fixing myself and ready to go (without any breakfast, of course), 8:36am!

Grrrr... Ja, I know, I was so tired yesterday from the work, and the game...and I know it is not an excuse to be late... I was still lucky this morning, though...

Oh, by the way, after being ready, I checked the alarm clock, and well, the reason why I did not hear it alarm at 7:00am, is because: When I reset the alarm time, I did not really reset the alarm, but rather, I changed the time itself!

Now, I finally appreciate the use of snooze option in the alarm when I want to buy off more time in bed, rather than resetting it again!

Saturday, February 14, 2009

For A Change

Most days here in Germany, I wake up with this sight, especially on these months...Beautiful, and quiet, just the kind of life I have always dreamed of...
But I hope that next time, I will wake up seeing this every morning...Then, my life will be more beautiful and happy...
!!! HAPPY VALENTINES !!!

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Natutulog Ba Ang Diyos?

Sometimes, when you have no idea what to write, or when insomnia attacks, those tag posts that are currently a fad in Facebook helps... But I am not tagging anyone here, just answered it for fun...

RULES:
> Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
> For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
> YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
*Sway * (don't I sound drugged when I answer this way?!?)
2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
*Butterfly by Queensberry *
3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY?
*Ocean Deep * (wtf?!? my playlist is kinda pervert today)
4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
*Can Never Be Me *
5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
*Kiss Me * (this I think justifies #3)
6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
*Kristo * (now it became religious!hahaha!)
7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
*Burn * (they burn when they think of me, or they want to burn me for being always absent on events?!?!)
8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
*One Last Cry * (huh?!?)
9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
*Sorry by Queensberry *
10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
*Never Forget Me *
11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
*Beautiful Thing by Queensberry * (yes, she is... she has been like a sister for me for years...)
12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
*The Day You Said Good Night *
13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
*Dance With My Father *
14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
*Tuloy Pa Rin * (yeah, right!)
15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
*Buttercup * (wedding dance, take note! hahaha!)
16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
*Now That I Have You * (Is that You, God, singing?!?)
17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
*We Belong * (hmmm... made me think, myself)
18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
*Could It Be Any Harder * (it's up to you to think what could get harder that I am so afraid of, hahaha!)
19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
*Photograph * (kinda true, am keeping a photograph in my wallet...which this question reminded me and will throw it out tomorrow, part of detox!)
20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
*Never Been To Me * (connected to #4, huh!?!)
21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
*I Tried * (somewhat connected to #7, I tried not to make them burn (or wanting to burn me) when they think of me, hahaha!)
22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
*Natutulog Ba Ang Diyos * (and so the Blog title goes!)

Questions

what is it in your blue eyes
that makes me stop for a while?
what is it in your smile
that melts my heart each time?
where were you all my life
that we have met just now?
where will our love get us?
and till when will it last?
will you stay the way you are
till our old days have come around?

Walang Kwentang Blog

"Iba ang walang ginagawa sa gumagawa ng wala. Aba, mahirap ata ang gumawa ng wala." -Ulang
<"It is different to do nothing compared to doing nothingness. It is difficult doing nothingness, you know." -Lobster>

Or something to that effect.

I remember that line from Bob Ong's Alamat ng Gubat...

But now, I have my own quotable quote inspired by Bob Ong:
"Mas mahirap ang magsulat ng wala!" -Cye
<"It is more difficult to write nothingness!">

Monday, February 9, 2009

My Heart is Kilig

Whoa! Who would have thought that this simple line would make me laugh real hard, and make me really happy? Bet you, I am in love...

U: you make me happy...
M: ...i will do things to make you happy...even if singing is not my line...
U: my heart is kilig...
U (again): ist das richtig? kilig?
M: *laughing out loud*
U: Love Is ...
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.
M: you make me fall...

I kinda believe love is powerful, it can make a man's bad English really good, just to let the one he loves know how much she means to him...

Now, it's me who's kilig... I can't believe I am feeling so much like in highschool! Hahaha!

Talk To Me If You Have Problems With Me...

She has always been like that, even back in Manila. Thank God, I have somebody else here to spend time with, not with her, and with all her grudges. I cannot understand why she wants to manipulate who I go out with here in Germany, when in fact, we're not related, we're just colleagues.

We're not even friends, yeah, finally, I said it.

I heard her smiling while chatting with someone back in Manila office, I know it isn't her husband online, but somebody else, and I bet you in millions, she is telling him that I have been out whole weekend with somebody here. I mean, if she have problems with me, and with my attitude, just tell me, because I don't give her a damn. It just made me sad even more that I get to remember the times in Manila, when the US colleagues are not yet in for the day, I am always left behind by these two guys, and I hate them, I sometimes wish I am with the US accounts... But now, I have other thoughts, I am thinking of leaving them for good, and settle here in Germany, away from people who loves to make buzz about my life.

This is my PRIVATE life, why do they love to talk about me behind my back?!? I am not a celebrity in the first place (and one reason why I did not try to be part of it, lol!)!

Das Wetter

Hayyy... gestern ist schön, heute es ist Schnee...
Ich will Schlitten mit meiner Liebe fahren, aber Schnee wird bald weg sein...
Irgendwie, gestern und letzten Samstag waren die Besten...

Memories

Cross-posting from Facebook... I am thinking to get other people there that is not into Facebook (or also on my Facebook, but since tagging is limited to 30 in FB, I was not able to include them on my list) to take their part on my nostalgic post...

Leave one memory that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! Don't send a message, leave a comment on here. Next, re-post this in your notes and see how many people leave a memory about you.

Friday, February 6, 2009

Never Have I Fallen

I don't know what to blog... I am just so happy again... Then, I just chose to post in here the sweetest good morning that I have received my whole life, the title is the title of the poem itself...
Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest.
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight.
Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away.
Like Ody, I am also thinking on what "kilig" is in English... ;)

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

For U

While waiting on the training to be finished, a training that I cannot join because the language used is German, I get to finish this poem. It's surprising that I can write poems again, after so many years... And oh, my name is no longer "angel anne," the name that non-sense guy gave me, it's "kleine anne" now, and I guess "U" know why... Detoxification is working perfectly!

i've lost all the words to write
i've forgotten all the feelings
my smile is always a mask
that hides the tears that never ends.

until one day, U came along
just like a dream i had for so long;
i'm glad i could smile again
and my heart filled with love again.
I know, you might say the poem sucks, I am really not good in poems, at least I tried to write again, after so many years...

Love ko 'to!



I soooo love this commercial! And I really intentionally searched for it, just to prove that dipping pommes into your ice cream is a normal act in the Philippines, not because one is pregnant, hahaha! In the video, a guy did that too, I don't think he is pregnant... :D

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Thanks! I'm Speechless...

This is one of the best days here in Deutschland. I never thought there is one great sight on this part of Frankfurt:
This photo though, was way back in December, today, there's no more gift-wrap, hehehe...

When you go way-way up this building (which he said was worth 10M euro!), you will find these views:
and this:


though, it's kinda dark on this side, but you can actually see the whole Frankfurt way above... The lights are great, and it's really beautiful! But the best part of this date is:

the haxen portion (but I'm not the one who ate this, I just took picture, hehehe)... and the...


yes! ice cream on WINTER! Love it! And he wouldn't believe that in Philippines, we actually dip fried potatoes (well, most of the time, french fries/ pommes) to ice cream.


I wish I can always have this smile all the time:




nein! nicht dass! ich habe nicht essen dass...


aber THIS:


thanks for the day... i sure will never forget this...


Monday, February 2, 2009

'Coz I'm Leaving on a Jet Plane




Some non-sense pics while waiting for Jenah at NAIA Terminal 1... Ending, I still checked in earlier than Jenah, because my cousins are hungry already, they need to leave...

Oh, yeah, there's also packign pics, but it's my mom who actually packed my things, I'm too idiot when it comes to packing!

Back To Work

I'm still used to Manila time, I woke up earlier than the alarm clock. We'll be back to training/work in few hours, and I already have butterflies on my stomach and I could literally see my heart's thumping. It feels like I'm gonna pass out anytime!

I'm not sure why I feel more nervous this time compared to last year. I should have felt this jittery last year, not today, because I am more familiar with the people out there this time already.

Waaahhh! I hate the feeling! Grrrr... Wish me luck!

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Feeling Old Fashioned


It's my first day this year here at Deutschland, the sun is shining brightly, I don't feel much coldness outside, yet I chose to stay inside the hotel the whole day, that I even felt lazy about attending the mass earlier.

To be honest, as of this writing (12:15 PM to be exact), I haven't taken my bath yet... I feel überly lazy (that's Gerlish!hahaha!) The sun is so beautiful at sight, it's inviting me to go out, but the motivation is not that enough. Maybe because I know for a fact that I can't go anywhere, because MOST stores and shops and restau's are close (it's Sunday!), and only Kebab's and Chinese-Thai stores are possibly open...

I'm hungry, another thing to be honest about, so maybe, in an hour, I will be able to drag my feet to go out, and get some Chinese food to last my day (or if I get more motivated later, I can take the train going to Frankfurt, and find other stores there)... But for now, I have to get the motivation to get inside the bathroom, and fix myself!